I must be getting old. I easily get peeved at every little thing. The worse part is that my mind starts wandering off to different conclusions making me hate the person(s) eventually. Something as simple as texting or even calling someone over the phone. It burns me up not getting a reply from them but they would text you in a flash when they need something. Then when you try to text back after a few days, nada, ziltch.
It then gets to the point where I assume that these people don't want to talk to me because they don't see me as any kind of use anymore. Which then causes me not to like them and eventually hate them and delete them off my phonebook. Like the other day, I was speaking to one of the backup trainers at work who I've been texting for a while. When we were texting one day, she suddenly got to a certain tone that I didn't like. It was rude. I immediately deleted her number. Months passed and we saw each other at work. We said our pleasantries and she blurted out, "hindi ka na nagte-text ah.". My mind screamed, "BITCH!!!!!".
Then it's happening again to other friends. I don't like it one bit. I don't like being looked down at. I texted a friend about it and the following day, when we saw each other, she simply hugged me. What a relief. At least one less person to suspect and hate. hehe
It kinda reminds me of my other post about Success being the sweetest revenge.
Life goes on. ..
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