5:15AM...

There I was, sitting on my bed... could not sleep. Thinking of my dad...

I wonder how he's doing now... what's he thinking kaya?

I sure miss him...

Success... the sweetest revenge

After work, I decided to visit my friends from my old company. I texted and IM'ed most of them announcing of my visit so as to know if it'll be worth visiting or not. Alot of them said they'd be there and they were there (mabuti naman).

On the trip going to Quezon Ave., my colleague (who hitched a ride with me going there) asked me why I left if I was raving more than I was ranting about it and even mentioning considering coming back if offered.

I thought to myself, "yeah, why did I leave?" then, the memory of what happened last February haunted back reminding me why I left in the first place; the fear of losing friendship over work.

When I got there, I saw a friend with his friend who I haven't spoken in a while nor does she text back. To my surprise, she hugged me trying to pretend that we're close. (I have a very shallow personality -- if we don't text, we're not close, we can't be friends) I mean, she stopped communicating and she treated me as if we were really close? hnlabo meyn.

Then when I was talking to some of my friends who are now managers, it kinda sunk back thinking of how betrayed I felt back then and it even gave me the shivers thinking of it destroying the friendship over a promotion.

Which got me to thinking; am I really visiting to see friends? or to show to them how successful I am making them regret letting me go? Most of them commented on how much I lost weight or how nice my new car is. I felt proud with a little of, "huh... malas kayo"

I'm not sure, vengeance by success or bitterness?

Women's Fashion

I was just browsing my friendster profile and started looking at the summer pics most of my lady friends took and I admire the way they are confident of their bodies (even if they don't look it. hehehehehehe... who gives a f*ck, right?) and among the gazillion things that make me wonder about women, here are some things I would like to discuss for this blog.

1. Women's clothes especially skirts - I mean if a guy wore a pair of pants with a hole right in the middle, you know that a guy could not sit down properly without having to try and cover that hole up, right? Well, imagine that but with a bigger hole. How do you girls walk around with that big of a hole?
2. Women's shoes especially high heels and strap-ons (shoes, alright?) - if a guy walked around in the mall with slippers, you know for sure that the feet would end up dusted and dirty, right?? How can girls walk around in those scrawny footwear and expect to remove 'em with perfectly clean feet??? It baffles me so much.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaayy.. Oh well, back to work.