Tuesday, December 28, 2004

It sucks to be me today.

One of the funniest phrases I've heard all year. Well, there are your few funny lines such as:

"You complete me"
"Show me the money!... I love black people"

This one took the cake:... A friend had a very bad day that day. Unfortunately for him, His mishaps were extremely funny. Each story he'd tell me would be a belly-aching laugh one after the other. Surprised, he lookede at me with that questioned look, shaking his head in disbelief and said, "well I'm glad your happy at my expense." turns around to end the phrase with, "My bad, my fault, it sucks to be me today."

That shut me up. Not because I felt guilty or anything, but it made me think of life in general. It made me realize that I've had my fair share of disappointments. Me getting kicked out of college, me totalling my dad's car, also in college. Me initially bullshitting my start in my job. The list goes on and on.

Lesson learned: It made me be a little bit more careful of the things I do and the things I will do. Nowadays, I would always think of a situation if it would be a permanent change or what have you. I'd think if this cause any alteration on what fate has planned for me.

First Blog

Believe it or not, I will have to thank a friend for introducing this to me. I will keep her anonymous because I know that she hates my guts now.

Anyway, I've decided to put up my own space to vent out any forms of frustration, sighs of relief, and signs of aggravation that come up. I will make sure that you, the readers, will be posted each time I feel an irk of discomfort in my ego.

Be seeing you around.

Monday, December 27, 2004

Punyemas na Buhay Ito O!

Merry Christmas!!!

Feelin' very shitty today... Must be sick of the job.. I was told why not look for another job.. What kind of job?? Another call center?? Heck no!!... Well, the pay is good, the friends are ok, the job isn't stressful. Only that it is really hard to move up.

You want to move up but somewhere along the way, something goes wrong... You blame management, but they always find a way of blaming you...

I really want to leave.. Better pay, better environment, more challenges... But the other half of me is afraid of the big change I will face...

Demet...